crossroads

Its one of those times in my life where I am just not sure which way to go. My life feels like this ambiguous sign:

Some possibilities I'm considering are following Elizabeth Gilbert's life and going to Italy, India, then Indonesia to avoid men and to do some serious soul searching.

Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately), the reality is that due to grant money, I am stuck in Utah for at least a year. I mean, I am grateful to have gotten a grant but it doesn't give me an excuse to run away. Oh how I would love to run away right now because as we all know:

Maybe someday I will get this mess all figured out. But for now, I dream of India.